29th June 2007

No Cardio Today

I couldn’t sleep last night, probably because of too much caffeine intake. So I was up late reading a fascinating book I found in the library downstairs called Radical Honesty: How To Transform Your Life By Telling The Truth. John had told me about the book a while back, but it didn’t interest me. But after reading this article I had to check it out. I haven’t decided if the guy’s completely nuts, or a genius. But it’s probably one or the other. After reading about his week long workshops, which (according to the article) include one day where everybody’s naked, I’m inclined to go with at least somewhat nuts. But the book does have some interesting ideas, and there’s no doubt that all of us spend much of our time lying to ourselves and others about lots of different things. More honesty would definitely be a good thing. Anyway, so I got up late, and decided that it was more important to take care of some things around here than to head to the gym today. Not sure if it was the right decision, but it’s the one I made. So no walking or weight report today. And I’m working tomorrow and Sunday, so it’ll be Monday before I’m back at it. But I’ve had a good week so far - nine hours of fitness walking, and eating a lot better than normal.

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21st June 2007

288 pounds?

That’s what the scale at the gym said today.  Ouch.  I’ve backslid worse than I thought.  Actually, two scales at the gym said the same thing; one was a medical scale and the other was a digital.  I was wearing tennies, socks, shorts, underwear, and a tee shirt.   I think from now on I’ll use the gym scale as the standard.  Mine says 283 at home, but I think the medical scale is more accurate.  Not good news.  I’ve really lost my focus, in large part due to the part time job I took.  I may have to rethink that.  Especially since it’s turning into more of a full time job lately.  My full time job should be getting healthy and thin.
But the good news is that I walked again for the second time in a few days.  Got an hour and a half in.  I didn’t eat as much today as I usually do, to boot.  And I’m eating more fruits and vegetables this week.

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4th March 2007

Ask me about my bipolar disorder

Bipolar? Huh? Greg, I thought you said you liked girls?!

Nah, not all of me swings both ways. Just my brain. I don’t know if I really am bipolar, but I do know that I get very depressed, and I’ve been that way lately. I just go through phases where I can’t seem to care about anything. Everything is bleak and hopeless and any effort toward anything seems pointless and futile. I wind up neglecting things, letting things go, saying why bother? to everything. And that’s where I’ve been lately.

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19th February 2007

287 pounds

Boy, I guess there’s something to that comment someone left a while back. It said your weight can vary by as much as 8 pounds on the same day. From 279 to 287 in a week?

I’m gonna go get drunk.

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23rd January 2007

Another lesson learned

Yesterday was a mix-some good, some bad. I did learn a valuable lesson, though. Never take a 2 hour walk on a virtually empty stomach. Let’s go to the instant replay, and then we’ll discuss it.

As I posted yesterday, I’d only had a can of chili beans, two apples, and about four ounces of juice when I headed into town to go walking at 7:15 last night. It’s too dark to walk out here on my country roads, and I had other things to do earlier, which prevented me from getting my walk in. Last night, it was about 38 degrees when I left the house, and not raining. Perfect weather for an outside walk! Instead of a hot, loud, crowded gym where I’m walking around a room 18 times to make a mile, I can go down to the park with the half mile loop, be out in the fresh air, and have the place all to myself. It’s a no brainer. So I grabbed my parka, my mp3 player, and headed there.

The good news is that I got an hour and 45 minutes in. And man, did it feel good to be out in the brisk air, working up a vigorous sweat. (Of course, in my parka, I look like the Abominable Snowman and the Unabomber had a baby.) Art Bell was sitting in for George Noory, and I listened to the second half of an interview with some UFO weirdos. It was OK, but I don’t put a whole lot of stock in the UFO stuff. But on the next show, Art had a guest who says that sometime around 2011 or 2012, the cycle of solar flares is going to be at an all time high and cause all kinds of catastrophes, such as earthquakes, tsunamis, frying of electrical grids and satellites in space, famine, pestilence, etc. He mentioned a scientist named Hathaway here at a space center in Huntsville who’s predicting that it will be the worst solar flare activity in 400 years (although Hathaway isn’t predicting all that really bad stuff). I’m going to listen to the second half of the show next time I walk. But it’s pretty interesting.

Well, as I mentioned, I hadn’t eaten much all day, although I wasn’t hungry at all when I began my walk. But the longer I walked, the more aware I became of my hunger. I was shooting for two solid hours with the great weather and the interesting show, but after an hour had gone by I was pretty sure I wasn’t going to make it that long. After an hour and 45 minutes of brisk walking, I was famished. And I wanted something hot and filling. A salad wasn’t going to do it, nor was a baked potato. So I stopped at a pizza place and got a couple sandwiches. Yes, with meat and cheese. So I’ll have to watch my meat intake for the rest of the week. But I don’t feel too guilty about it. I should’ve eaten more before I left the house. When you’re almost three hundred pounds, a two hour walk at 3.5 mph is quite a workout, and I’m sure I burned off even more calories with the parka. In the future, I’ll make it a point next time I have to go to town to walk, to make sure I’ve eaten fairly recently.

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13th January 2007

Bless Me Father

For I have binged.

That’s the polite word for it. I think the technical term is “gorged”.

I promised people when I did the interview with Steve Doyle of the Huntsville Times that I’d be honest on my website, that I’d report the good, the bad, and the ugly. Warts and all, etc. I made the same promise here on my site. And I intend to keep that promise. It’s not going to be fun, and it’s not going be pleasant. But here goes. If you have a weak stomach, or are easily disillusioned, I strongly advise you to not finish this post. Stop reading right here. You’ll be glad you did. Read the rest of this entry »

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